It’s beginning to feel like weeks on end in this fog, I just feel so lost and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong and I don’t know what options I have or who to talk to cause even my date cancelled on me tonight. I work my ass off at the gym, I’m so conscious of what I feed my body and I’m careful I’m doing everything right for week iv seen zero results. I detoxed for a month and since I feel nothing but fat everyday, thicker, wider, heavier. And it’s not just bloating I don’t even want to look in a mirror because I don’t like what I see at all and I feel so out of control with my own self, I’m just miserable and hateful and angry all the time. At everyone, cause I’m not in control.